So, most years I try to have a “word of the year” instead of a resolution or goals or what have you. Typically I put some goals and ideas INTO the word, but it is more about embracing the word and what it means in my life. And usually I end up with a slightly different definition when the year comes to a close. In the past I’ve had “Peace” and “Do”.
I was ruminating on this earlier in the shower and the only thing I was feeling was ambivalent. “Meh” was the word that summed up how I was feeling. Lately I’ve been in a funk, trying to figure out what my role is in life, how to embrace my vocation as wife/mother while also trying to figure out how to provide for my family and whatnot (getting laid off does this kind of thing to you I think). And besides those kind of existential things, I also have to deal with children who don’t sleep through the night all the time (big kids, Evelyn has lately been getting up every single hour thanks to a growth spurt, but I think that’s coming to an end, Thank GOD). So I’m just kind of tired and “meh” about everything. All the “usual” words like growth and change and love and trust and all these very wonderful ideas just weren’t resonating with me. And then it came to me.
It felt right, so I’m going with it. I’m going to Embrace Life, no matter what gets thrown my way. I’m going to Embrace things the way they are and learn contentment. I’m going to Embrace that some things need to change and I’m going to grow and learn. I’m going to Embrace all that is my life with little kids. I’m going to Embrace my husband more. I’m going to run and Embrace the Lord.
Which brings me to another thing, the “Verse of the Year”. I have an awesome bible app and they are encouraging this, so I’m going with it too. I wanted something with my word in it somehow and I found the perfect thing.
I love this. I want to be one of those seeds (don’t we all?!) that fall on the rich soil, that are watered with the Spirit and fed by the Son and who EMBRACE the WORD and bear good fruit.
So friends, what is your word? Have you found a verse to go with it?